To You Can’t control the shame. I never wanted to face this again. Can’t control the pain. I feel so useless, trying to explain to you. Put on your happy face; pretend those those days were like they shoulda been. Put on your smiley face; pretend you never noticed, never noticed, even way back then. And me I’ll act the man I never was when the music played. I’ll fill in the cracks; I feel so hollow, trying to celebrate with you.